Artwork by MJ Cincotta created during Creative Groups and Music Therapy Sessions
Due to overwhelming stress from nonpayment from work clients, and one contractor trying to sue me because he didn't want me to leave, and my kids being taken away from me by my husband, I found myself alone at home. This was an odd circumstance to have after life with a husband and 2 kids for 20 years. However, when my federally employed family came over 2 months later at were able to view this website (most likely censored on their own computers) one of them called 911 and had me forcibly dragged off my property (again.)
Here is a series of Art (with their corresponding soundtracks) I produced in Creative Group/Music Therapy Classes:
This is one most likely stems from my inability to be coerced to take medication until it became apparent that the hospital would not let me leave otherwise:
And if you'd like to know the song references:
Feeling grateful for a husband that gave me flowers to plant as opposed to temporary cut flowers but resentful for being the one that may have sent me back to the hospital. He did not visit me:
I have the vase I created in the painted image above that is for sale:
Craving for human comforts, my honey roasted peanuts from Aldi's and Dewars on the rocks in my Johnny Walker glass with the large bar ice cube. Be sure to listen to the Cake song which is the inspiration.
I hadn't smoked cigarettes for 30 days, but every day in the hospital I craved a smoke. I refused the Nicolette patches and gum, but the pull to have that one release back again after getting out of the hospital was all consuming. Just the thought of being outside again brought feelings of peace and health. The hopeful return to my morning coffee and cigarette kept me going for those 30 days.
The days dragged on considerably and every day was the same. Work out in my room until breakfast. Have the great breakfast—and then the day always took a downward turn. Just more waiting and groups. No sunshine. No freedom. But friends.
Check out my pillcups and the kind of science the Devil would've cooked up (below). This is actually the "magic" formula for narcolepsy.
And it if wasn't for the workouts I did by using the magnetic gymnastics mat bathroom door off it's doorframe, I'd most likely have about 15 extra pounds of undigested food from the Depakote.
"I pity the fool" that thinks that pills and drugs are the path forward to better health. But they wouldn't let me leave the hospital until I took them, and took them ALL. Getting out of this predicament will take some time.
The side effects of the dosages they expected me to take had me tripping up the stairs, shaky hands to the point of not being able to type or text, then the double vision wherever I looked. Not to mention the violent awakenings with restless legs.
I admit, I had a nervous breakdown due to the circumstances of my life. But I just needed a break from the rat race. Instead, I lost a whole summer and any possibility of vacation which ended with a pile of pills to take every night.
Healthwise, when you're 45, you have to seriously cut down on what you eat to keep lightweight enough to not have mobility issues. And go with the salad and dressing to try to work the drugs out of your system. That's real health advice. I can't agree with the medical science of these pills, though.
Then, there's exercise. Before I got on the drugs at the hospital, I was doing burpees. But when necessary apparel was lacking, I turned to 100 push ups and 100 leg lifts, followed by yoga.
I don't like the treatment, but I will survive and conquer this. Just got to sweet talk the doc. If you find yourself persecuted In the same way, I hope you find comfort in knowing that I am with you and we'll be strong together.
Here is me singing The first verse of Be Not Afraid:
And here is a legalese I wrote while in the hospital that can be used as a form letter to file with your lawyer to demand they release you if you also get stuck with a 30-Day Involutary Commitment. It has yet to be proven, if it is to work:
DECLARING THE INVOLUNTARY COMMITMENT JUDGE ORDER NULL AND VOID
I would like to pronounce the Civil Commitment Order of TDO#059-6M2300052729 RE: respondent Mary Jeanne Cincotta SS#224-19-3765 for the Virginia General District Court of Fairfax Count (pursuant to Virginia Code Sections 37.2-814 and 817) Null and Void as the signature of the detainee was never procured.
Moreover the order of Sheriff of other law enforcement officer who I concluded to be Juan Vargas #5214 of Herndon Police Department Jurisdiction 029 has also made suspect The Sharon Bulova Center (703) 573-5679 via their undersigned magistrate evaluation conducted by Akhavain, Kameron LASW appears to be unlawful as this order states that Robert Worster, III, Judge as Special Justice of the Fairfax County General District Court said that they observed me, Mary Jeanne Cincotta, via video and I was alleged to be in need of care and treatment in a hospital, though I was actually forcibly dragged here against my will off my own private property and driven nearly 10 miles away from my home. When Vargas asked what I new, it seemed my confession on the government’s use of bipolar disorder’s SSI payment program to employ elderly persons for remote viewing purposes seems as the only reason why I was targeted for involuntary commitment.
CSB’s Independent Evaluator’s Herndon Police Officer had me tied up like a dog in the backseat of his cop car with all of the windows up on a hot summer’s day and after taken to a holding room to cool off, though I was absolutely exhausted, I kept myself awake for my own personal safety. Later, I was taken back to the Emergency Department of Fairfax Hospital in handcuffs, questioned by the nurses for my bruises and peed into a cup and then expressed my desire to leave. I was not allowed to leave, or driven home, but later encouraged to get into a bed in the hallway and encouraged to speak out about being taken. I was later handcuffed to the bed and taken to a back room and was forcibly made to undergo a number of injections throughout my body though I was not screaming or making a fuss.
My psychiatric treatment at Fairfax Hospital is never one that reflects my years of experience with the industry when my husband of 20 years put me there. For the last 15 years my psychiatrist was and is located in Herndon, VA and my medical history at Fairfax Hospital is not the reflection of my medical records dutifully recorded by my doctor, Dr. Balraj Dhillon up until January 2023 which I have shared with Fairfax Hospital.
Again, I therefore conclude that involuntary commitment and hospitalization and treatment are deemed not appropriate and relevant record of the respondent were released to the facility here at Fairfax in which I was placed. I am giving the facility notice of my desire to leave in the near future or sooner when discharged by the Director.
Sincerely,
Mary Jeanne Cincotta
8/17/23
I was admitted July 30, 2023 and eventually released on August 29, 2023.
MJ Cincotta sings A'capella a verse she composed to Sylvester Stallone's Rocky Soundtrack, Eye of the Tiger.
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